losing my fangs

Why do I feel like I'm being bullied? Am I loosing my back bone? Why do I feel like as if even my friends are bullying me? Am I losing my confidence? Do I need to show my fangs more? I know I'm not like this before. I hate this feeling…It's not me. This is bothering me for quite sometime now, somehow I feel like I've to change something inside me immediately. As in now!

What to do? What to do?

Or I'm back to being my paranoic self and imagining things again?